How I quit vaping in exchange for cigarettes

For one, I fw the cig aesthetic, I feel like a boss.

-One of the realest people ive ever met was an older women coworker who liked to smoke cigs cuz she “liked em”, and at the time I just didn’t get it. Then when I tried them, I understood where she was coming from.

-The reason I tried cigs: I was contemplating infinity, and one of my most empathetic and beautiful conclusions is: Reality is infinity, so any “pain” you endure in this reality, means in another reality you don’t have to experience that pain. Ofc there’s infinite realities (although each one is slightly unique) so this kinda contradicts itself, cuz there’s also infinite realities where I do indeed choose to smoke cigarettes. But either way the conclusions I made resulted in my “not give a fuck” meter to increase significantly.

-Think of like a single number, it’s unique in of itself, but in between say 1-2 there’s infinite numbers. That’s not a bug, it’s a feature. People like to think of themselves as a single whole number because it makes reality easier to comprehend, but that often leads them to underestimate the complexity of reality.